Goodbye, Cruel World

Things never seem to get any better, so I've decided to end it all.

I feel bad about letting down Neurocam - the only people who have ever made me feel like I had any value - but not having heard from them in over six months, I don't think they'll miss me too much.

Thanks to everyone who said nice things to me via this blog - although I know you were only doing it to try and make me feel good about myself, so that when you knocked me down again it would hurt more.

I don't know why the world is so unkind, but I can't take it any more.